Blog post 12

I'm not sure if I really understand your question but I will try.  I don't think that I made a difference in someone's life but if I did, it would be awesome.  I often daydream that I really made a difference and I could see that I really did change lives.  It was something that I thought that I could never do, but in my daydream, I accomplished it, like taking a child out of a really crappy situation.  And I think I do this is because I know a girl, she has 2 kids and she really is a bad mom.  She parties, into drugs and constantly leaves her kids with 10 and 11 year old kids.  I have been to her house and its disgusting.  At the time her son was 2, he drowned 4 puppies because she was passed out on the couch.  What if that was him drowning? 

So, I honestly do think thats why I daydream about situations like that.  I see a lot of horrible things when it comes to single mothers raising children and it makes me really angry that I wish there were something else I could do to get the child out of the situation and be happy.  In my little daydreams, they do come out very happy with a normal childhood.  So, I could see all that.  The child has two loving people that want them and don't feel like a burden to them.  A child whose parents love to spend all their time with them and teach them things.  A house with a white picket fence.

So, is this what you were asking?  If not, let me know because I will redo it.

How's it going?

Honestly, I'm really getting sick of school, it feels like I have been here forever.  My classes are going pretty good and I love my internship.  The staff and residents are awesome and it is a great place to be at.  The really cool thing is that I can be myself there.  Between being there, school and a full time mom, I'm pretty tired but at least I am going for my goal and I'm going to reach it soon.