I'm not sure if I really understand your question but I will try. I don't think that I made a difference in someone's life but if I did, it would be awesome. I often daydream that I really made a difference and I could see that I really did change lives. It was something that I thought that I could never do, but in my daydream, I accomplished it, like taking a child out of a really crappy situation. And I think I do this is because I know a girl, she has 2 kids and she really is a bad mom. She parties, into drugs and constantly leaves her kids with 10 and 11 year old kids. I have been to her house and its disgusting. At the time her son was 2, he drowned 4 puppies because she was passed out on the couch. What if that was him drowning?
So, I honestly do think thats why I daydream about situations like that. I see a lot of horrible things when it comes to single mothers raising children and it makes me really angry that I wish there were something else I could do to get the child out of the situation and be happy. In my little daydreams, they do come out very happy with a normal childhood. So, I could see all that. The child has two loving people that want them and don't feel like a burden to them. A child whose parents love to spend all their time with them and teach them things. A house with a white picket fence.
So, is this what you were asking? If not, let me know because I will redo it.
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